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ariney, aku ade appointment ngan Doc Rosita dkt Pearl Maternity Hospital.. last 2 days aku da wat appointment sbb ye la, akunye pregnancy blom confirm lagi.. confirm test sendiri tu yes la.. tp confirm ade zuriat tu dlm womb aku tu x confirm lagi..

a few days back, aku slalu sgt sakit2 perut.. sakitnye x la serious sgt, tp sakit la.. kdg rs perut menegang (adakah aku mkn terlalu byk? hehe..).. pastu semlm, ade stain taw dkt panties.. stain tu sikit je, kaler coklat.. aku surf internet, most ppl said its a norm.. tp ye la, sape la yg x risau ye dak.. then this morning, aku p la jmpe doctor.. pas tambah tolak darab bahagi, should be aku da 8 weeks++ pregnant.. tp, pas wat scan, doc ckp mcm br 5 weeks.. tu aku ckp ngan diek, after 2 weeks period aku delayed, aku ade jmpe doc n scan sume ney.. tp langsung x nmpak papew.. so, doc pom assume aku in early stage of pregnancy by 5 weeks.. alhamdulillah.. ms scan tu, nmpak kantung baby and the small object which is the fetus.. i am soooo happy so as my husband.. mane x nye, aritu langsung x nmpak but then da few weeks delayed kn..


but then, doc still bg 2 consequences.. its either, kiraan 8 weeks tu salah which aku sebenarnye br 5 weeks pregnant, or baby x menjadi.. bak kate org, diek x membesar.. sbb td tgk baru 11.5mm x silap aku.. so, she suggested to come again next 2 weeks utk recheck.. aku pun da risau kn.. then ckp la ngan diek, semlm ade stain sket.. diek ckp sometimes its normal.. then aku ckp, aku saket perut.. diek pom ckp, klu just saket perut n no bleeding, maybe aku silap mkn ke, angin ke.. but klu sakit perut, then ade bleeding, there's must be something yg kite x mo.. uhuu.. nanges.. nanges.. tp aku cool je la kn.. encik suami pun cool je.. after like 30mins of consultation, kitorg pom blk..

owh tipu, x blk lagi.. kitorg p giant, encik suami nk beli barang.. aku pun masuk2 sket la barang aku.. heheheh.. perut aku da saket nk terkucil, g la singgah toilet.. abeh2 sume, kitorg pom blk..

time ney yg sadis sket ney.. smpai je umah, nk terkucil lagi.. aku pom x sure, byk beno ke aku minum air.. ke sejuk sgt.. then, pegi je toilet,OMG!!~~ ade setompok darah dkt undies aku.. its bigger than duit 50 sen tu taw.. seriously, aku da cuak sesgt.. then i called encik suami utk tgk.. diek terus peluk aku n ckp "dont worry umi.. insyaAllah x de pape..kite doa je ye.." i can see that his face da mcm risau.. but hey, my hubby always cool one.. ekekek.. diek klu risau pun, wat2 mcm x risau.. tu kdg aku geram sket.. tunjuk la cuak same kn.. bercuak bersama isteri yg comel.. ekekeke.. tp aku taw nape diek wat gtu.. so, aku cool je la.. x pe la.. aku redha ngan ketentuan Ilahi.. aku redha..

so now, still bleeding tp x byk.. n ade jugak mcm cecair coklat yg keluar.. aku rs, as long as x sakit, then should be okay.. my next appointment will be on Feb 21st.. doakan sume nye berjalan ngan lancar ye.. =)

tu je la nk cite.. aku tamo tension2 sgt.. aku nk relaks je.. sume tu rezeki kn.. okie la.. nk tgu encik suami blk umah.. daa~~~